I went to sleep last night In a decent mood..excited to do some things. I woke up today with plans to spring clean my house . It’s a little tiny efficiency and I’m overcrowded with an endless pile of fuckery. Clothes that I can no longer fit, things that I don’t need. I woke up with plans to do my nails, cause when you look good.. you feel good, right ? I woke up today with plans to study and improve my work ethic. I work in sales and it’s slow season so I wanted to try and improve my tactics.. I woke up today with plans to decorate.. the walls in here are blank and boring to stare at so I figured I’d make some art to pass the time by.. BUT THE PROBLEM IS I HAVE NO ENERGY TO DO ANY OF THIS.. I have a RAGING headache in the back and sides of my head. I feel overwhelmed trying to clean my house. I feel bored at the thought of doing ANYTHING.. just apathetic towards everything and I don’t know why but I feel extremely sad today.. for no reason at all. This happens to me quite a lot btw. I have some weeks where I’m full of energy and can get a lot done. Other weeks, I feel like a lazy sad sack of shit and don’t want to do ANYTHING. What is this and what can I do about it ? I’m tired of feeling this way.
Submitted October 08, 2019 at 11:56PM by putitookmyusername https://ift.tt/2AS8MsM
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