But.. I don't want to ruin their self esteem by going up to them.. Because you crush on people usually similarly attractive as you.. And i'm not pretty.. hairy.. wears clothes that cover all.. just overall not attractive face.. a little achne...anything but skinny.. Tbh i call myself aromantic... I know it's not right perfectly.. Cuz i feel romantic attraction but i think lithromantic is the one who won't act on it.. I'm not sure.. And i'm still waiting for that 'glo up' that just doesn't seem to happen.. He wouldn't say yes to a face like that... To a hand like that.. I bite my nails, my hand is hairy..ugly Not even good student.. Not an interesting person.. Anything but dateble, lovable.. I'd just need a hug.. Somebody to tell me they love me with all my flaws.. But i'm picky.. Somebody just won't do for me, would it? I mean i can't change if i'm attracted to somebody.. I wish i could... I'm a complete asshole.. It's obvious.. It's written on my face.. Do you ever feel like you're just not eniugh.. For anything.? My dream is to make it as an artist.. But it won't ever happen.. Cuz my art is just not something people would follow.. All i have are 73 followers over.. Almost a year.. I'll never make it.. I feel pike shit.. I'm sure some of you also have these toughts.. You're not alone.. Flaws are ok.. Toughts like this sometimes are ok too.. It's gonna be fine.. You'll be loved Somehow..
Submitted October 08, 2019 at 10:07PM by AnyuFigaro https://ift.tt/2IAZyp3
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