7/4/2016

7/4/16 Monday

Zaina came to fourth today. She's really cool. I like her. She's a submissive person.

Today I wore a multicolored mini skirt with a thong and my favorite red and shirt sleeveless top. OMG! I'm an H cup bra size. I got my push up bra also! Everything was fine until she started for me to dump him so she can have him.

Later it ended up with me seeing Nick touching Zaina's pussy away from the party where no one can see on the side of the building. I clawed his hand, digging my nails need into his left hand. I felt so betrayed. I felt the sudden depressed saddened betrayal that made me want to stay away from him and keep him away.

I gave out any excuse and attempted to act normal and not cry my eyes out. Then Tyler and Wade called me. This was my perfect escape to leave the party. I talked to them but ended soon after when I noticed Nick's shadowy figure far away. I knew right away by the way he walked was him being extremely mad. He has an issue with Wade and Tyler because I talk to them all the time and they are my best friends online. Nick sees all men as a threat, even online.

I knew if I didn't get away, I'd get beaten severely. I turned off my bright light of the phone and hid in the shadows of the trees on his property. He came close but did not see me. I felt like prey for a predator. Like I was a wall, and Sage was angry. (He has a habit of putting holes in the wall all the time when mad)

I accidentally made the wrong move, and he saw me. He lunged at me, and I tried to run, and he growled at me and screamed in such a scary, deep, ad aggressive voice. It sent a bolt of fear through me. He was angry about me talking to Wade and Tyler as predicted. I got angry suddenly for him being mad over a small conversation with those two innocently while just earlier he was hands deep in Zaina's pants.

I screamed at him for touching Zaina. He slapped me so hard in the face, my glasses fell off, and I caught them in mid-air. I slammed them onto the green generator next to me before storming off. I thought I broke my glasses, or he did. Nick chased after me. I was scared again. I threw the only thing I had available to see if it would slow him down and getaway. My headphones in the face. Then my coat as I hoped me throwing it in his face will blind him for a second enough so I can get a further distance.

Nick caught up fast and grabbed me, trying to choke me in a hold. I struggled against him and eventually, because I took martial arts in the past. I suddenly remembered how to slip out of it. As I did, I elbowed him in the face knocking him to the ground. I froze in horror, hoping I didn't hurt him too much. He got off the ground after a few seconds and grabbing his face.

He said I chipped his tooth and showed that his tooth was truly shipped. He suddenly growled and got up, and I knew he was consumed by anger, and I ran for it. He got to me and grabbed my hair and punched me before throwing me to the ground. It knocked the wind out of me. He said he wanted to kill me. He suddenly says he will kill me.

He tried to suffocate me, but I clawed at his hand and screamed help, but he slapped his hand over my mouth, shutting it. Then I laid on my side to stop his onslaught of suffocations, which quickly turned him into full force, kicking me just before he began to knee me hard on my back over and over again. I thought he was going to break my back. I turned to have my soft sides absorb the hit better, which helped the pain.

I pushed him away, screaming about Zaina before he came at me with an onslaught of beating then stopped suddenly and starting laughing. It was a maniacal laugh, and he suddenly sounded like a mad scientist laugh before looking at me and doing a small crazy laugh while commenting on what he became. How much he turned violent and how he wants to kill and beat me. I was more terrified, realizing he was serious.

I pushed him away and escaped and his in a thick tree covers. There were trees with about a foot and a half gap between them, and I was between them trying to make them as a barrier when he caught up. He eventually trapped me in a way that forced me to be driven out into the open again where he punched me some more. I was trembling on my back and started scooting backward while whimpering in fear and pain.

He commented I was doing that when he realized it. He thought it was funny how I was truly afraid of him. He grabbed me out of nowhere clawing me, and I screamed before trying to kick him away, but he forced himself between my legs. He didn't even wait for a second and instantaneously pinned my hands down and then put all his upper weight on me before undoing his pants.

I didn't really think it was possible to get more terrified of him, but I did. I tried my best to struggle, claw, and push Nick off me, but nothing helped. He covered my screaming mouth again and Just told me to enjoy the fireworks while he fucks me. I cried and stopped fighting back because I knew I couldn't do anything. As he entered me, I scream-cried out for a second because it was painful. My tears were flowing hard.

He proceeded to rape me until he managed to cum on my clit and then murmured that I was bleeding a little bit. He got off. At the end, I struggled a bit because it hurt so much. I told what he did to Natalie and Zaina.

Nick's uncle Ron and his wife and son Alec came. I was terrified of Nick for a while until I eventually calmed down. I asked him when I went home and found out Zaina was spending the night. I called him on Skype. I wanted answers of why Nick did that to me. He said because he felt so powerful doing it. Knowing full well that I am too weak to stop him no matter how hard I try is amusing, fun, and turns him on. He said when I fight back, the squirming and crying was so good to him and felt good.

He liked it a lot. To have so much power over someone and able to do it. They can't stop him no matter how hard they try. That's pretty much exactly what the brothers and their cousins say. He's genuinely like them. It's horrible.

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