You’re around 45. Thought you had a promising career in the navy, and so did your wife, but your constant focus on liquor and cheap internet porn not only degraded your marriage but your spirit. Instead of focusing on work more and more focus started turning to the fact that you’re not the man you’re supposed to be, and your wife has started noticing by this point. You slip up at work too many times and your NCO finally lets slip that he thinks you should retire. You oblige, choosing to hang your head in cowardice instead of fighting the sense of worthlessness and the hardship that’s coming on to you in terms of passing PT. You retire, not because you want to, because you know you have to. You choose to focus your spirit more and more in the art of arguing with teenagers online, and your wife, fed up with the lack of sex that was disappointing even when it was happening, starts to pull away. She got an online dating account and starts talking to younger men who can satisfy her in a way you can’t, and eventually, she takes the kids and leaves you alone in the middle of the night. You can’t fathom even in your broken state how she could serve anyone other than you, because in your shallow mind you can do no wrong. This feeling devolved Into a sense of worthlessness against not only the woman who stole your kids but to all women, because how dare they not worship the ground you walk on?
Think I’ve hit the nail on the head, let me know if there are any corrections, you’re gonna die alone and you aren’t fooling anyone.
Submitted November 23, 2019 at 08:05AM by brucewillischugswine https://ift.tt/34dWOa1
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