I'm a US expat living abroad. Due to conservative society here I've told myself it's easier to live as my assigned gender (AFAB). I'm transmasculine non binary. I consider myself an effeminate trans man. I love effeminate things. I like frilly clothes, I love pink, and even after transition I plan on indulging on things such as makeup and nail art. None of my hobbies are particularly masculine. But it still doesn't feel right to be female. I want HRT, I want to surgery, but I will never be a man's man. Because of this, I'm not a "typical" trans man and therefore identify as transmasc non binary. Recently some acquaintances mentioned pride happening in a nearby big city. I've never been to pride but I've been closeted trans for about 5 years. I'm interested in going to pride but I don't feel trans enough. I have thoughts like like I'm not real and I'm just trying to fit into a community but any time I see an androgynous man a transguy like the ones I look up to without thinking I'm reminded that that's my goal. Idk. Has anyone else felt like this?
Submitted October 07, 2019 at 12:19PM by someinspiringquote https://ift.tt/2LRMuOe
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