I (33F) lived abroad with my partner(31M) for a few years. I'm a beautician and nail technician. My partner decided to study in our country (we were in Australia and our home is in Italy) I was really in a nice place mentally and economically so I decided that was time for me to study what I wanted as a child, Art. I was determined! After one year I'm miserable. I'm living in a situation of constant stress and economically quite humiliating, I have no money to live by myself and we can't afford to live together as well. I can't afford the costs of my studies and all together is ruining the relationships with my parents and close friends. Always complaining always negative. Even I hate myself. I have a part time job (only one day a week when I don't have classes) but I can't keep the costs of my studies. I had decided to study only for personal growth and now it seems to me that it is not worth it. Perhaps it would be better if I study on my own in my spare time after a full time job, in my house, by myself...I feel like I failed myself.
Submitted October 14, 2019 at 12:32AM by maria_t_p_ https://ift.tt/2MwrqM4
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