My biological Mother is dead and I've never been able to have any sort of Mother figure in my life and it has really held me back. The need for a guiding female figure has only got stronger as I've got older and more lost and alone in the world. I am now in my 20s, but still have not been able to overcome issues like growing up, making friends, dealing with bullying, and having teenage/adult life experiences (e.g. birthdays, parties, raves, festivals, drinking, first relationship, first kiss, graduation, first job, first car etc) I've missed such a huge chunk of my life. I also missed out on all the bonding and memories and wisdom and advice that girls get from Mother figure. I only have two family members who are both male and I have absolutely no emotional relationship with them. There has never been anyone in my life to turn to for support or advice or comfort and it has left me very lost and lonely and confused and emotionally starved and it really messed up my development.
What I long for more than anything in the world is some kind of Mother figure/big sister to look up to and have an emotional connection with. Someone encouraging who can hold my hand and help me catch up on the things I've missed out on and share all those memories with me. They don't have to actually be older than me, just have more life experience than me, which is easy.
I don't need any money or personal care, just emotional support and quality time together.
I'd like to spend days out doing fun things together. Some stuff we could do: see animals, go shopping, go to cute cafes, ice skating, arcades, play games together, make stuff together (crafts/baking/building a den in the woods), girly things like nail art or makeovers, going to the park, picnics, conventions, going on holiday (maybe to the beach or Disneyland, I'd also love to go to Japan someday and have a huuge list of things I want to do there), or anything you like to do! Maybe you could introduce me to grown up stuff like nights out? I am looking for friends to hang out with too
Submitted June 22, 2019 at 06:08AM by LemonLoppy http://bit.ly/2WTQEfs
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