How do I find my impetus?

Hello all!

I've  been disciplined in most aspects of my life. I sleep 2100/2200-0500/0600, workout 5 days a week, cook all my own meals, eat a  balanced and healthy diet (2k calories, 1-2 meals, lower-carb with fruit/veggies), maintain 15% body-fat (plan on cutting more), code/write  4 hours per day outside of day job (8-10 hours on weekends), socialize a  lot, participate in fun hobbies (programming, blogging, martial arts,  hiking, camping, shooting, hunting, fishing, photography/filming), invest 65% of my income and quit habits I deemed not useful (caffeine,  porn, biting nails/mouth, being in debt, etc). Yet, at the end of the  day I don't know what I am doing.

I feel flaccid, impotent and mortally stuck. Complacent. I'm good at my  day job and field of choice but I am not performing to the best of my  ability and I feel mentally stuck. The problems I used to solve are  taking me longer to solve and I just don't care to persist because all  external pressure has been wiped out by my success.

I'm almost 25 and I have no real purpose to life. I just follow these  semi-successful habits I've formed but I am not home anymore. I don't know where I went.

How do I find my new internal motivation/impetus and fix this?

Submitted May 21, 2019 at 12:20AM by Honest_Math http://bit.ly/2EmZYgD