LSD+DMT Trip Report

Hello fellow people of reddit! This is my first post on here. I have been a lurker for quite a while but I am now happy to finally have joined this wonderful community! Here is a report of one of the most intense experiences I have had to date. Enjoy!

Background: This report is a documentation of my first time breaking through on DMT and second time overall smoking it. I am a male who is 21 years old and weighs about 180 pounds. I am not prescribed any medications and use cannabis mostly daily. I have had experiences with a variety of substances at the time such as LSD, LSA, Mushrooms, MDA, Ketamine, 4-ACO-DMT, a variety of different forms of cannabis, and one time before this with a small amount of DMT. I have done research about DMT before this, but I had no real clue what was in store for me since everyone's individual experiences are different and reading trip reports can only prepare you so much. There isn’t really anything of this world that can help prepare you for it anyways at least in my opinion.

Setting: This took place in my apartment with no one else at home. It was December 10th, 2017. I had just cleaned the whole place to prepare for the trip and made sure I had nothing going on that night or the next day. I was in a fairly good mindset for the trip and had a calling to go deeper into my mind.

Disclaimer: This experience was the most intense I have ever had in my life before and it is still fresh in my mind so I can recall a bit about it but there are still periods of it where I just cannot simply remember or it was all too much at once to take in that I could not process everything. I will do my best to describe it with our limited parameters of language. What I did was also not necessarily the smartest decision for anyone by any means simply because of the fact that I was alone and could have hurt myself or damaged something while I was out of my body and it was my first time breaking through and I never got to experience what a DMT breakthrough is like without another psychedelic in my system. DMT and all other mind altering substances demand the utmost respect and if you do not show that, they can kick you down hard and make you respect them. The main reasons why I did what I did is because I wanted to see how far into my mind I could go without going completely insane, I had one large dose that I had one shot to try to breakthrough with, I felt comfortable using LSD as a baseline to help me get there because that is the psychedelic I have the most experience with, and I usually trip solo because it is the most comfortable for me most of the time. I also vaped cannabis flower and concentrates throughout this trip occasionally but will not include that in the body of the report because it is not all that important compared to everything else I experienced. I also do not remember the specific times when I did. If you decide that you want to experience what you read about, please do your own research, inform yourself beforehand, and test your substances first! I am not responsible for anything you may attempt.

The Experience: I dosed at around 10:00 pm with 5 tabs of LSD I had which I estimate to probably be around 50 micrograms each, so they were decent. This estimate is just based off of personal experience with a lot of different LSD. I could be completely off for all I know. Dosages cannot be determined for sure unless you know the person who titrated the crystal and laid the sheet or you get your tabs tested at a lab. The print on the tabs was the dancing elephant double sided ones with a blue and white scene on the back. (Not that that really matters much). I had also recently traded a tab for a cap of 100 mg DMT from my friend who had extracted it from some Mimosa root bark. I knew this would be enough to breakthough on as 100 mg is suggested as a heavy dose. I also found during my research that the general consensus is that it is easier to breakthrough on DMT while on other psychedelics so this obviously made my mind up as to how I was going to use this stuff. I put on some nature documentaries for the come up and relaxed and drank a little alcohol. I started peaking at around midnight and the visuals I was getting were pretty great. There was a lot of random electric lines that would zip across the room especially in the darker areas of the place. I saw a lot of flowing in everything kind of like a slow moving river with a ton of patterns that looked a little like a Persian rug which I always get. I have a print on my couch of a fishing scene which came to life and started wiggling around a lot and moving. It looked way more beautiful than normal. Tracers were also heavily prevalent. While I enjoying all the visuals and some of the thought patterns I was getting, I was getting bored with the documentaries so I paced around the place for a while just admiring everything and stretching out. Which felt very good by the way. I contemplated on taking a walk because no one would really be outside and I love to look at the sky while tripping but decided not to in case I forgot how to get home or anything like that. Especially since it was winter. I believe around 1:00 am I had an inner calling and decided that it was finally time to smoke the DMT I had saved and that I would never be more ready than now. I put on the Codex VI album from Shpongle on Youtube on the TV and sat down and took out the cap. I took a sticky note and folded it in half and dumped the DMT into the crease. It was a bunch of white crystals with a slight yellow tint to it. I then set my timer on my phone to 35 seconds since that is how long I thought it would take to cool down the nail before I could dab it out of my rig. I cleared everything in front of me on the table within reach so I would not knock it down or anything if I dropped the rig. I shortly prepared myself and listened a little to the music before I heated up the trough nail. I put the timer on and then dumped all of it into the nail once it was cooled down enough. At this point I believe the time was around 1:10 am if I am not mistaken. Things from this point on get kind of blurred and hard to remember in certain parts so I will try to recount everything in the order in which it happened in my eyes. After I cleared the rig, I set it down and I do not remember exhaling my hit or even being able to see any smoke. Instantly I felt that full body intense buzz setting in and overpowering the LSD completely. The music that was on was not even recognizable anymore but instead it turned into the most beautiful singing I have ever heard and it was in an alien language I could not understand. The album cover on the screen was changing rapidly and I looked down at the table in front of me which no longer looked like it was something that could exist in this universe. Everything changed into so many different impossible geometric shapes and patterns but I could still sort of make out the outline of what everything was if that makes sense. All the shapes and patterns that overlapped everything in the room spun so fast and I clearly remember bright green and bright orange was the main colors of them at one point. The way they spun sort of reminded me of those paper windmills. The beautiful singing started turning sort of eerie and my attention was directed straight at the TV and I felt pushed back into the couch I was sitting on. This is when the patterns started engulfing my entire vision and out of the album art in the TV in the visuals came an entity. She was so detailed and intricate I could not relate her to anything in real life. She was also made of many constantly changing patterns, shapes, and colors. The one thing she did remind me sort of is an “elf queen”. There was a lot of greens and golds in her and tons of other colors I either forgot about or just simply could not describe with our language. This is when the music got dark and she kind of seemed like she was being threatening to me. She pointed right at me. It seemed that she wanted the utmost respect if I were to be in her presence. I felt like I had angered her for being there. It started getting more and more creepy until I grabbed for my phone and remote to pause the TV to stop this and to stop my timer because I could not handle it anymore, but I could not even recognize my phone or the remote. I had to feel around for the remote to find which button to pause the TV. Now there was a point either after or before this where I clearly remember some entities saying in my head, “You’re back! We are so glad you are back!” as if I had visited this realm before. After that I could could not believe how much more intense it was still getting. I felt myself beginning to dissolve into the universe. There started to be a blanket of patterns and kaleidoscopes that enveloped my whole vision with both open and closed eyes and I had to lay down. I could no longer really feel anything around me either anymore like the couch I was laying on became one with me and I could not really feel my body in a sober sense because it was not really something that mattered at that point to me. I then merged with the collective consciousness and became everything. There really was no “me” anymore. I experienced complete ego obliteration. I felt like I was living multiple lives repeatedly and it was never going to end. At this point I believe I could still think coherently in my mind because I was still having my inner dialogue going but I started to question if I was going to die or not. The logical part of me knew that you could not die from this combination I had taken but for some reason I convinced myself anyways that I was going to because my views on death had been completely shattered and I started questioning everything. I became angry with myself that I had “killed myself” and I was never going to be able to see my loved ones ever again. I was sad I did not get a chance to say goodbye to them before I left. I also felt like I had so much more living to do yet and that I am not ready to die yet. It felt like I was stuck in this state for an insanely long time. At some point towards the end I finally embraced “death” and stopped resisting and told the entities to take me. I think I was starting to come down at this point, but it was very hard to tell because I was still having major visuals and did not feel like I was back to reality yet. There was still a big rainbow blanket over everything with eyes coming out of it, patterns everywhere, and basically just one huge psychedelic soup around me. I felt like I had crossed to “the other side” whatever that may be, and I had to find a way to prove to myself whether I was dead or not. There are big gaps in my memory, but I remember getting up and stating out loud “I broke through” after my mind sort of started to come back and process everything. I came to a couple of times laying face down on the floor and I could hear and feel my heart thumping super loud like it was going to jump out of my chest. I kept fading in and out of consciousness. It was like I did not have much control at all over my body. A metaphorical comparison would be that my body is a car and I hold the keys to that car. But at the time, the DMT beings had control over me or so it felt. I got up and exclaimed “ Holy shit! I became everything!” repeatedly for a while. I experienced so many different emotions at once and even emotions I have not experienced before. My mind was and still is completely blown. I was still not sure if I was dead, so I got up and went into the bathroom to see if my reflection was there because I assumed that if it wasn’t, then I was certainly dead. I also could feel my body again and I took that as a sign I was not dead as well, so I was relieved. After I fully came back into my LSD trip, I realized only about 40 minutes had passed. I had the most wonderful afterglow full of bliss from the DMT that mixed very well with the LSD buzz that was starting to come back more. It was like one of those moments of relief where I felt like I cheated death. Once the DMT afterglow wore off, I did notice the LSD trip was a lot different than normal. I don’t think I was peaking anymore so I was starting to come down, but the DMT changed the feeling of the rest of the trip once it fully wore off. My visuals died down a lot at this point which usually does not happen until later in the comedown. There is not really anything more interesting after this point that happened other than I called my girlfriend to tell her I loved her and what just happened to me, and I had a lot of introspection to do. I anticipate I will be trying to make sense and learn from it for quite a while. Even though there were difficult parts to the trip, I feel that this was one of the most significant, profound, and positive experiences I have ever had at this point in my life. If I never try DMT again, I can say with positivity that I would be satisfied because I feel like I got what I wanted and needed from it.

TLDR;

Took 5 tabs of LSD and smoked about 100 mgs of DMT on the peak of the trip and had an insane experience that changed my view on life entirely.

Submitted February 05, 2019 at 07:41PM by lucyphile7 http://bit.ly/2RGhFM6