🌸 25 F UK 🌸 Looking for a Mother figure

Hi, my name’s Sephi, I’m from England 😇 Some things I love are animals (especially rodents), toys, J-fashion, snow, sweet things and pastel colours. I like to draw, make things, play games, go shopping and take pictures.

🍬🍭 Looking for 🍭🍬 A Mother, big sister or aunt. A caring, understanding, emotionally supportive figure in my life who can give me comfort and guidance. Someone responsible I can look up to, who can lead the way, hold my hand and take me places and open up my world. I don't need any money or personal care, just love, emotional support and lots of quality time together. Also looking for friends to hang out with.

🐤🐰 Stuff we could do 🐰🐤 See animals, go shopping, ice skating, roller skating, arcades, play games, do art/crafts/make things together, baking, nail art, dress up, photoshoots, go to conventions, sleepover-type activities, party games, go to the park, adventure parks, nature walks, have a picnic, go to the beach, water parks, travel (Japan, Disneyland), or introduce me to grown up stuff like nights out, or anything you like to do. Anything that isn't me sitting alone in a room, staring at a screen

🌜🍼 About 🍼🌜 Since school, I’ve pretty much just sat alone in a room, frozen in time and missed a huge chunk of my life and development. I’m 25, but socially (not intellectually/physically) stunted at 12 and have still never been able to make friends much older than that or have life experiences beyond that yet. I haven't celebrated a birthday since 13, never been to a bar, never been drunk, never had a relationship, never been cuddled or kissed, never had prom or graduation etc, every new years, Halloween, bonfire night etc are spent alone in my room hoping that next year I will have family or friends to celebrate with, but year after year after year nothing changes except the chunk of life I missed out on getting bigger and bigger.

My biological Mother passed away and we were never able to have any kind of relationship because of her brain problems. I never had any female family members or any adult females in my life and as I grew, the emptiness grew too and the need for a Mother figure has consumed me. My only 2 family members have no emotional connection with me and I have 0 friends. I spend my entire awake time on the internet, desperately trying to find people to be in my life, but it has never been successful as I really struggle socially and have nobody to ask for help. I have tried meetup groups and classes and groups and everything you could imagine but nobody likes me because I can't relate and have nothing in common with them because I am so below them, like a child, and no one wants to hang out with a child unless it's their own. I have not managed to have a single friend in 8 years. I am independent in every other way and can look after myself and although nobody will give someone like me a job, I manage to make enough money off the internet to live off. I am just missing a social life and all the experiences and opportunities that family/friends/humans bring. Life isn't worth living without that.

Submitted February 09, 2019 at 04:42AM by Milky_Angel_ http://bit.ly/2MUXwkx