Trying to make this as short as I possibly can, at one point in highschool when I was working I met a shy seeming but very flattering young man( I'll label him #2) He made me believe in shivalry. I was dating a guy at the time and I let #2 know this yet he continued to pursue me. My bf at the time ended up going to another side of the country for spring break . One night guy #2 asked to walk me home and I told him I didn't need it since I had stuff like mace , he insisted since it was late and a shady walk, so I obliged and he left when I thanked him. He kept walking me almost home and we kept talking over the next week . eventually I got comfortable enough that I didn't even think twice when I actually led him to my front door instead of just in the vicinity of it . I can't recall how it was brought up that I had my home to myself for the next couple of days but I told him to come on in and offered him a drink and when I when to smoke a cigarette he came with me not exactly a smoker himself . We talked for hours and in what seemed to me like complete uder randomness he grabbed my ponytail pulled my head back and kisses me sensually from a tickle on my throat near my ear to a deep lustfilled kiss on my mouth. I bolked at him " what in the Fuck was that all about!!!?"
He grinned fiendishly at me, replying calmly " I could tell you'd like that" I sternly retorted " well either way you can't just do THAT . like wtf you don't just pull that Crap out of nothing!!" I must have sounded truly offended since he apologized and we continued out our conversation like nothing had happened . He ended up staying later than I had anticipated since I was really into all of our conversations and then he asked if he could paint my toes. " ummm hahaha what why on earth would you want to do that ?" I exclaimed, now thoroughly convinced this guy was nuts. He explained how much he loved to paint and that one of his exes had taught him how to do nails so perfectly that he saw it as art. At a loss i told him to paint his heart out and a bit later I stared at my feet in his hands thinking holy mother of God's my toes have never looked so beautiful. Well thus feeling truly worshipped I did a horible deed no girl in a relationship should ever do. And hot damn my world was rocked. I let him stay not one night not 2 but 3 nights !! Holy Crap I needed to end of with this #2 guy maybe he's a serial killer or something.Other than him I guess I'd only been with virgins but that meant that i was able to form the virgins to my preference( woah I'm a biatch). So last morning with him I let him know my mom was going to be back from vacation and he needed to leave , he actually must have thought I was just trying to get rid of him since he kept trying to get me to let him stay but I seriously was having a panicky attack waiting for my mom to just show back up yikes. So life went on he showed at my work every so often...more and more though he wanted to "talk" as a 19-20 yr old this is terrifying ( especially when you have such a guilty conscious that u told ur bf about the guy #2) so I eventually just ducked under the counter any time he came in to hide from him (like the sissy I am ). He kept asking about me and one day left a very expensive gift for me with my co-worker. I felt like such a horrid person returning it but I also felt I didn't deserve such a pretty thing. Since then I grew I learned That if I wasn't going to be faithful to my original bf that he deserved better than me . New chapter in my life I began to date a person I could never have anticipated myself dating . an acquaintance from my highschool who I always either agreed with or had already brought up the same argument I had. He was so into me and for whatever reason thought me such a badass . and he introduced me to music festivals and now I am an avid Hooper ( trying to shorten this story sorry) but eventually all I waa doing was waiting at home for him and he was gods knew where. Then guess who popped back into my life ?...guy#2 again .... At my work( a different work ) again.. But this time I was like ohhhh an old friend !!! So we panned a get together and it was near my new first apartment I was so excited to show anyone and everyone. Invited him in and bam I was breaking it off with my bf 3 days after Xmas . I spent about a year with guy # 2 and he got possessive as hell like I couldn't even say thank you to a compliment . And I'll have to continue this post when I can keep my eyes open.
Submitted December 14, 2018 at 08:20AM by Echoplexic https://ift.tt/2PCZhm2
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