Type Me! :)

• I'm 17, female, asian but born up in Australia and have an Australian/American accent.
• 5'2. Fairly attractive, I'd say 7 without make-up, 8 with.The makeup is just a little bit of eyeliner, not cake-face.
• My friendship group is a large boys group (mainly Australians, Italians) and we mainly tease each other/banter/push and shove. I like the physically aggressive aspects because I think its fun but the guys make sure to never play too rough.
• I don't have a problem with being offensive/rude in the group. However in other circumstances I would probably tread around that sort of humour.
• Apart from that, I have a few female friends here and there. I like them and enjoy spending time together but sometimes I feel uncomfortable with the focus being on emotional things, and I dont enjoy some things girls talk about in general. I find it hard to talk naturally to girls the way I do with boys, but I do enjoy talking to particular girls a lot.
• I used to have a best female friend (4 years) and it recently ended due to a series of fights nearing the end. However the friendship was for the most part, very good, and we were known to be best friends. (She was an ESFJ for reference) We had very good chemistry but now I find it hard to talk to girls the same way I got along with her.
• I'm naturally flirtatious and have to keep it under control so I don't give anyone the wrong idea. I'm very easily likeable to certain guys, which gets me into trouble.
• I like physical intimacy even though I feel awkward sometimes!! Ahh
• I love sex but I have a biig dilemma around casual sex. I think it should be reserved for someone special,but I'm not in a relationship right now.
• I have low-grade depression. It was the worst a few months ago due to a breakup, but I've began to deal with it pretty well, I see 2 counsellors (one school and one professional), have a great support network of friends and feel like I am improving.
• My upbringing was with a mother, father, and half-brother (mum's side) who is sixteen years older than me.
• My family was Buddhist and I am atheist. I dont like religion and the boring repetitive nature of praying.
• I think my mother is a Narcissist, or at least has many similar characteristics, and our relationship is tumultuous even though I know she loves me. I don't like her nagging and over-emotional nature. I don't really like getting too close to her, even though I was very clingy towards her as a child, and I try not to reveal too much about myself to her even though I enjoy telling her about boys I like as it seems to be a topic we can get along on.
• I wasnt close to my father growing up as my mother seemed to emotionally separate us and paint me as her lackey. Now that I'm a bit older, I get along with him very well and we share a strong bond.
• My brother treats me like a child and doesn't give me much respect. However he is also extremely loving and caring towards me and I am very attached. When we are out together, people thing we are a couple because of the way I hold onto him.
• I used to be a barista (for a year, quit for Year 12 exams) and enjoyed the fast paced environment immensely
• If I had to spend an entire weekend by myself, I would probably get bored but also savour the alone time. I'd probably want to invite someone over/do something on the Saturday or Friday, and then savour a whole day to myself afterwards.
• Although I'm not the best at moving, I like to think I enjoy movement. I love volleyball. I like dancing at parties, I'm very emotive with body language and hand gestures. I love to camp. I like kayaking/canoeing. When I'm out with someone, I like to be doing something with them while talking like walking.
• I'm not curious-curious. I like entertaining ideas to an extent. Most of my thoughts and ideas are always grounded in reality though. I'm not too imaginative, unless you're talking about realistic situations, which then the possibilities are endless.
• I would love a leadership position if I knew I was fully capable, and I knew exactly what my duties were. I think I'd enjoy it, not sure if I'd be good at it but I'd definitely take the responsibility to heart. My leadership style would be based on clear communication and strong relationships with those around me.
• I'm decently co-ordinated. I play volleyball, piano and guitar (guitar was self-learnt). I definitely like working with my hands, but to an extent.
• I am artistic, but not as much as when I was younger. I draw, sing, create music, design, write. Lots of vague things but nothing particular I'm fantastic at. I think abstract art is dumb and modern art is a waste of time, and I have no interest in becoming an artist, although I was interested in being a comic book artist/writer for a while. I do love art, but more of the renaissance style, or styles that clearly show off the artist's talent and control of the medium, rather than those that rely on interpretation (like minimalism)
• I think about the past time to time, replaying good events. I dont think people should dwell on the past. It should provide clues to who you were, but you should also know that the past is a separate person, and you can move on.
• I don't think too much about the present, but it's the one I think I enjoy the most, going day to day about my business keeps me happy. I have vague but strong direction for the future and possibilities always excite me.
• If someone needs help, I am happy to help as long as I feel like it is a genuine need. If I feel any way scammed/taken advantage of, I'll become clammed up. I will always love to help a friend, I'd jump at the opportunity and I'd be excited they even asked. The amount I would help really depends on the person.
• I prefer logical consistency, even if my emotions sometimes feel otherwise, as it is easier to govern by. Although my emotions are still very in control.
• Efficiency and productivity is rather important to me. I struggle being productive sometimes but when I'm in the zone, I can bang things out real fast.
• I don't think I control others consciously, but I get my way almost all the time. It could be because I argue logically to the nail when I know I'm right, or I use an emotional appeal. With the boys in my group, its a 50-50 because they'll give me more sway on account of me being a girl, but sometimes it also works exactly opposite.
• I do think I can get what I want though. I would not say I'm manipulative, but I know little things to say and do to get the reaction I want.
• What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
• My hobbies:
• Volleyball because I love exercise even if I'm unco af.
• Drawing because I can do whatever I want and be creative
• Socialising because I looove to talk talk talk. I enjoy good banter and feel productive when I've had a good solid hour of back and forth.
• Cooking because I love food, and I can show off my skills
• Makeup/getting ready because I like to show off how I look
• Singing/guitar because its super fun and I can do it with my friends. People also always praise me for it so I feel very happy.
• My learning style is best by myself but I like a good discussion in a group or with a teacher. I struggle with mathematics, but I'm great at humanities.
• I'm not amazing at strategising. It's usually in energy spikes but I always get the things done. Wing it!
• I'm not sure whats important to me. I guess being happy and being good to people I love. Stability.
• My aspirations: have a good job I love (wedding planning). Have a beautiful home (Doesn't need to be big, I juts want to decorate it!), cook my meals and be healthy and exercise. Have a wonderful husband who loves me and is mature and willing to work through issues. Have free time to go holiday and enjoy my little hobbies.
• My fears: getting cheated on. Being alone. Being controlled/manipulated. Becoming disabled. Losing control of my body or mind.
• "Highs" in my life: good friends loving me. Doing my homework/work, doing things that I want to do.
• "Lows" in my life: stagnation in productivity. Unable to get out of bed. Thinking everyone hates me. A break up.
• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
• I am veery attached to reality. My fantasies are strongly grounded in reality. I love paying attention to my surroundings and appreciating everything beautiful in Australia, its such a lovely place. When I daydream, I'm still kinda in my surroundings.
• I have a really dull imagination. I can think of interesting things but the colours, lines in my imagination are very... blurry. I can visualise big things too, but they only really come to life if I write them down or draw them.
• I would probably die if I was stuck in a room alone. I'd hate the solitude, even if I do enjoy being alone. I prefer being alone knowing I have the choice to be and not to be.
• I dont really spend lots of time on a decision. I dont regret it that much either. I guess I just don't think too much about that.
• Emotions are hard to process. I don't feel it completely, but its strong. It's usually fleeting. I usually process them by throwing them out to a friend and asking them to assess what it is. Emotions are somewhat important, as they do influence me a lot... but I also try to keep them in check.
• Sometimes I catch myself agreeing with others to appease them. But more often than not, I gotta express myself. I find people respect me more when I respectfully give my real opinion, and argue it logically.
• I like breaking the rules quietly. I don't usually challenge authority since i think they have a certain degree of authenticity and correctness... unless I think I'm in the right. If I break the rules, I'd probably do it if I had people supporting me or if there were no big consequences.
• Ideal life is surrounded by people that love me. Being able to do things I like, getting the job I want, making other people happy. Fulfilling all my little dreams and just experiencing everything nice life has to offer.

Submitted October 26, 2018 at 09:05AM by throwawayy2312326892 https://ift.tt/2PYfe7l