I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE BECAUSE THIS IS LONG LMAO
How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
19, female. I’m an INTP (supposedly) and I’d like to see what goes out of this, because I don’t feel like an INTP???
A general description? I’m having a really hard time trying to describe myself lmao. Socially I’m the type of person that doesn’t has many friends but knows a lot of people, I hate being the center of attention on social activities but I also love when people give me attention or praise me (by my personality, looks, intelligence or whatever). To be honest I’m opened to people I know would care about what’s going with me (even if I know them for a couple of weeks) and I’ll be willing to listen to them as well. I hate dealing with noisy/stupid/incoherent people, the less the amount of time I have to talk to them, the better.
I’m a scorpio and yes I know it says nothing about me but astrology is fun and kinda mysterious lol
I love animals. A lot.
And I’m not an English speaker so if there’s any error on my writing, eh, it’s there I guess
Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?
I suffer of panic attacks and anxiety, occasional insomnia
Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?
One part of my family is catholic and the other one is evangelic, which led me to ‘study’ (at least that’s how I saw the whole process) for my first communion at the age of 9. Even though I went through the whole process I wasn’t very religious, so eventually I just stopped going to church, praying and believing in god. Now I’m an atheist and I believe that such things as religious beliefs shouldn’t be imposed to kids but instead we should teach them about them when they’re older and let them decide what to believe.
On the other hand, as my parents weren’t 100% present on my childhood, I developed a disconnection with them. They’ll go to work at 8-9am and come back at 9-10pm, so I spent a lot of my childhood with different nannies (I don’t remember all of them, but the number is close to 8)
What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?
I work in a fast food restaurant, I like it because it’s not as crowded as a McDonalds and the only thing I have to do is smile and give a good service, easy peasy. And the food. Food’s good.
If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
I spend every weekend alone so it’d be kinda… meh, I mean, I enjoy being alone and watch anime/movies/dramas and eat something, but it’s so recurrent (now that I’m living with my brother) that it’s a pleasant routine of silence. But refreshed would be the answer? It’s nice to have some peace, y’know.
What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?
I love to do many things like that, actually. I used to play volleyball a lot with my friends and we were pretty good at it. We would play for hours until the sun was set or until we were hungry.
Another thing I enjoy is music, I used to (sadly) play the violin and the piano, but I quitted because of the pressure my parents put on me to ‘demonstrate’ how good I was
I also love drawing. I think it’s natural on me, I was always good at it and eventually started to go to drawing classes. I started to put that on a side because of the lack of time and pleasant situations (yes, I need some silence or nice music to draw) but lately I’ve gone back to it so it’s nice ^^
Videogames are also something I like, either competitive gaming or casual, it frees my mind and helps me avoid any bad thought I might be having.
How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I’m vERY curious, and that’s kind of a problem because sometimes I lose money because of it lol. On the artistic point of view, yes, many many many ideas but not enough time or motivation, materials or technique; on the life point of view, I try new things that often don’t bring much to me heh (trying new hair colors, new makeup, new food, new everything). And sometimes I’m curious about people, what do they think, what do they like etc, but if the person is not interesting I tend to discard them.
Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
I’ve been the leader in previous occasions and I have to say that I’m sort of ‘dependent’ of my team. If the team is lazy on purpose I’ll do all the work because I know they can’t or won’t do it efficiently. If the team is new I expect them to be willing to learn, so if they don’t show me any interest I tend to discard them as a useful part of the team. I like it when people know that the work has to be done. And I hate when people judge my leadership just because I’m young, I know I can be a good leader but I’m not so keen on working with judgmental people (lol ‘judgmental ppl’ and -i- am saying that shahs).
Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?
I am! As I said, my hobbies tend to be on the manual point, I really like how hands can move in an elegant way; maybe that’s the reason why I get frustrated when I happen to be clumsy lol. And I prefer ‘delicate’ works or -not so abrupt- ones. I take special care of mi hands and nails and something like carpentry or mechanics are definitely not for me, even though I adore such practices.
Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you
My art is kind of perfectionist but messy, I enjoy making sketches and weird shapes as well as portraits or very proportionate things. Other things that I like to include on my art is color, but in a messy way; watercolor all over the place, paint not following the lines, not painting the entirety of the drawing, etc. Talking about colors, the only ones I hate are yellow and orange.
What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
I don’t remember the past. Just what it lead me to be but nothing more than that. The present sucks, I hate it and I’m trying really hard not to give up any hopes on me. The search for happiness is really taking me over kek. The future is something I’m looking forward to, I have big expectations for it because future is the only thing I have now and the only thing I’m focusing, even though the present and some parts of my past are trying to distract me.
How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
When people treat me like shit I respond in the same way, ‘why should I?’ type of answer. When a friend is asking for help I’ll do what I can do, but if I can’t do much I’ll tell them because I wouldn’t like to waste their time with mi helpless ass y’know? And if someone I don’t know ask for help I’ll simply ignore them if it’s too much work, I’ve got no time for that.
Do you need logical consistency in your life?
Yes and no, I’ll like things to go in one direction, to make sense and to be coherent. It’s easier. But sometimes I feel that when things go out of that spectrum is like a new challenge. New ways to understand how things work. You can learn from this inconsistences and that can be beneficial of a total waste of time lol
Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
On the workplace, all the time, even when I’m not in charge. But it’s more of a passive control; the ‘I need to know what you are doing’ type, mainly because it makes me nervous to not know something lol
But in general I tend to control (or try to control) people I care. I don’t want them to go in a direction that can hurt them emotionally o physically heh
What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
I learn on the practice, my hands should be the ones doing the job or I’ll not get anything I’m trying to learn. I’m also very good at learning with logic, explaining why you are doing everything.
The environments I struggle the most are the massive-attendance ones such as classrooms or seminaries. When you have to repeat everything like a robot or you have to deal with second-grade level explanations, it hurts me internally.
How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
Make a plan, where you are and where do you wanna go. Whatever you do in the middle, just sketch it, difficulties can happen and your creativity can help you achieve your goal.
What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?
To be happy. (no, I don’t know what makes me happy lmao)
What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
I hate loud noises. I suppose It’s because my dad screams a lot but eh, I just have to stay in calm places
What do the "highs" in your life look like?
I don’t know lol
What do the "lows" in your life look like?
Me, now
How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
Not attached at all
Daydream a lot
Nope, I can be staring at you without noticing hahh
Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
I’ll bite my tongue because I listen to music 24/7 to avoid thinking and over thinking
How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
5 minutes, yes
How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
I’ve retained my emotions since I was 13, now I just don’t know how to emote in an efficient way
Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
I agree when I really agree, I really like to debate and to listen other people’s points of view
Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?
I follow the law, other irrelevant rules are not to be taking seriously (especially if they’re the ‘controlling your life’ type of rules)
that's it, i feel like nothing i wrote makes much sense
Submitted September 14, 2018 at 07:26AM by Dan6u9 https://ift.tt/2MwV2at
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