Friday, September 7, 2018

Got my nails painted and I like them but also dysphoric about it... Super confused enby.

So like, I wanted to get my nails done because it's something I've always wanted to try. Well my sister was super ok and cool and helped me do them. We did a nice dark purple and while it isn't perfect, it looks nice and I love her so much for helping.

As the night went on though I'd look down and feel... Bad, ,like dysphoric bad... It comes and goes, and I'm really not sure if I like them or not now... It doesn't feel "right", feels wrong, not me, etc... but only sometimes...
I keep switching. I can't figure this out. I've never had something like this go on/off this much and I'm used to some pretty big on/offs being non binary...

I mean common sense would just be, don't paint your nails anymore if they bug you... But I want them painted sometimes... But I didn't expect it to shift this quick...

Does anyone else experience things like this?
Does anyone have tips/tricks to help... Because I'm honestly at a loss besides getting the remover and just taking everything off :<



Submitted September 07, 2018 at 10:02AM by SafetyHoodie https://ift.tt/2MR8UkJ

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