Where to go from here?

I remember back in my early twenties when I visited a doctor for having chest pains. He asked me if I do drugs, and of course the answer was no, but at the same time it was a wake up call, since I was so sloppy with everything. So I started lifting at 24,and got remarkable results, even though I was still a virgin, and have yet to finish college. So, at 27,I met my first girl. How? Well, I started doing what I loved the most:Writing. I saw her on Facebook and sent her a message.

To cut a long story short we were together for two and a half years before she left me for another guy. I was too depressed for being unemployed and her leaving me was the final nail in the coffin. It took me a long time to hit the gym once more, to find new interests etc. Now at 32, my problem is that I continue to experience the same issues as before : Women reject me even though I have a good looking body. My friends tell me it's because I don't insist too much when I'm hitting on women but I don't know.

I also finished a master of arts and a master of science in video and audio editing and my current professor has recently suggested that I should apply for a PhD but I'm unsure if I should go for it since it will not get me a job with a satisfying income. I'm not even sure WHAT the main subject of my PhD will be so that it could be something useful. So I feel that I'm swimming in a sea of uncertainty here... I'm also on a job that I'm Overqualified for. I carry suitcases around while I'm secretly reading for my degrees. What are you suggestions? Any advice is welcomed.

Submitted June 16, 2018 at 10:13AM by Dark_Djinn85 https://ift.tt/2HXC9ew