Is something wrong with my personality?

I turned 19 at the beginning of this month, so I'm very young. I see many girls my age who love going out, being social, drinking, partying, just being out and about with friends in general. I find that I don't really enjoy any of that. I have tried going to the hookah bar before, didn't really care for it. I have drank a few times, and also didn't really care for it. Parties are just too loud and not really my thing honestly, maybe on occasion. I actually love staying in my house, surfing the internet, listening to music, and hanging out with my mom when I do go out. I'm an only child, no sisters or brothers. I stopped attending high school, and spent my junior and senior year doing online classes due to an unfortunate situation. I graduated early, and finished fairly quickly. I so far have completed one semester of college, and I'm returning this August to take 2 more classes, twice a week. I would've went more, but I am expecting a baby due in October. Being pregnant has left me even MORE exhausted, and I find that barely going to one store and back leaves me so fatigued. It's really hot where I am at as well, and I just enjoy being inside where it's cool. I do enjoy going swimming at the pool in my apartment complex, but that's about it. But I found that even before I was pregnant, I never really enjoyed getting out much. I like journaling, watching tv shows, the pool, I do enjoy getting my nails and toes done, baking, I like arts and crafts type of things, but once again most of that involves being in the house. I used to love shopping, but I don't really like going to too many stores anymore. As I've gotten older, I kinda just like getting exactly what I need and getting out. I don't have any "friends" at all really. Most moved, or I lost contact with them. I do interact with people at my college, but I don't really have a friend to go places with or really talk to. I actually go all day long without any text messages from *anyone*, besides family. Sometimes I do wish I had a girlfriend to talk to daily, or just someone my age to hangout with, but it doesn't really bother me too much that I don't. Especially since I have a child on the way, I know that'll keep me plenty busy. I actually picked community college for my associates degree because I liked the laid-back, quiet, atmosphere. I don't like being around a lot of people, and honestly just get annoyed sometimes. Sometimes I wonder if maybe I am missing out. I know you're only young once, but I do sometimes wonder if "something is wrong with me". I honestly could live in my house other than maybe going out a few times for grocery shopping, or out to eat. I don't know if it has maybe more to do with the fact it's worse because I am pregnant now, but I realized I didn't even care if I did anything for the fourth of July or not. Usually I would go to the carnival a few days before, but I can't do that now that it's not safe during pregnancy. But, I have no interest in fireworks, or anything else for the matter actually. I'd rather just stay inside. I don't feel depressed. I mean I have been having mixed emotions in regards to having a baby right now, but I am excited. This started before I was pregnant too, so it's nothing really new. I guess I wonder if something is wrong with my personality or I'm a boring person for my age.

Submitted June 30, 2018 at 10:41AM by missanon10 https://ift.tt/2NcLToW